a little too personal

life is good i cant complain
but sometimes i want more out of it
i love the show house
and i love the quote Allison stole from it

"i'd rather spend my whole life close to the birds rather than wishing i had wings"

although this is a nice message
and i do believe it
i would be to depressed
knowing that i will never have wings
and this is as close as i will be

i think everyone wants wings
and some people get it right away
some people fight there way and get it
and some people never get wings

i am so afraid that that will be me
that no mater how much i fight
and i will fight
i'll never get wings

i'll be a flightless bird
just looking at the sky
hoping that one day
i will be with the flying birds

but i wont ever be up there flying
no matter how hard i try
i'll be on the ground
because no one will give me wings

so i'll be sitting here
telling people to watch me
because i will get wings
even though we both know i won't

i'll never lead anyone
no one will ever look at me
no one will ever say
damn i want to be like him

all because i will never get wings