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WHO SAID?

I am confident
But I still have my moments
That's just me
I'm not a supermodel
I still eat McDonald's
That's just me

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same
In the la-la land machine
Machine, machine

a little too personal

life is good i cant complain
but sometimes i want more out of it
i love the show house
and i love the quote Allison stole from it

"i'd rather spend my whole life close to the birds rather than wishing i had wings"

although this is a nice message
and i do believe it
i would be to depressed
knowing that i will never have wings
and this is as close as i will be

i think everyone wants wings
and some people get it right away
some people fight there way and get it
and some people never get wings

i am so afraid that that will be me
that no mater how much i fight
and i will fight
i'll never get wings

i'll be a flightless bird
just looking at the sky
hoping that one day
i will be with the flying birds

but i wont ever be up there flying
no matter how hard i try
i'll be on the ground
because no one will give me wings

so i'll be sitting here
telling people to watch me
because i will get wings
even though we both know i won't

i'll never lead anyone
no one will ever look at me
no one will ever say
damn i want to be like him

all because i will never get wings

music

music is the gateway
it's how i vent
if i'm sad
i listen to "when you're world falls apart"
if i'm feeling good
i listen to "popular"
if i'm mad
i listen to any fast paced loud song
i listen
to music
to everything
i'm a listener

Hey *****

Hey *****! I just want to say congratulations! You two where made for each other! I mean he is a pedophile, and you want sex so much, so what isn't perfect about that? Seriously *****, let me be the first to wish you the worst. You guys deserve it. Really.
Lots of Love,
Gunner

i miss you

you know what
i miss you
i am so mean to you
but i miss you
all the compliments
but the compliments that matter
not
"oh you so funny"
or
"oh you are so hot!"
no
those dont matter
you said things like
"you are the sweetest person"
or
"i could love you forever"
it really is too bad you didn't mean that
i always remember
that night on the trampoline
at her house
it's ironic if you look at it
because...well i wont get into it
but yeah
i miss you

My New Obsession

ZOOEY DESCHANEL!!!!!!!
You may know her from
Elf
The Happening
Failure to Launch
Bridge to Terabithia
Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
or
Yesman
She is also Emily Deschanel (the girl who plays Bones on the show Bones) sister.
Here is what she looks like.

hannah

hey since your phone is never on you
want to come over today?

cutting

ok so a few of my friends have shown an intrest in cutting
wtf? tell me what is so bad about your life
ok so one of you has a shitty life right now...and you know who you are
but still
no
no more
no

my vignettes

here are my two vignettes for english. tell me waht you think.

The Un-ideal

Family of

226

Edinburough Court

Right out of sitcoms some families are. Not the family 226 Edinburough Court. Father of no manners or hospitality. Mother, bold and rude when people are not around. Sister of rough play and short hair cuts. And lonely girl with nothing left in the world.

Walk in,

father will pass by like you are a black sheep in a field of white sheep. He makes you know you do not belong.

Mother kind and sturdy like the Statue of Liberty, the one in the big city of lights and chaos. When you leave, she says nothing but faulty things she noticed about you.

Sister stuck in a phase of football and dirt, short hair and rough play. Like a disease she will never part or be cured from.

Girl of sorrow and sadness, like a broken beer bottle floating in an ocean of glistening water.

Father yells about traffic, like it is as bad as an airless world. Mother sweet talks you into food from a bakery she is trying to pass off as her own cooking. Sister bothers you about what sports you like, why you aren’t full of dirt, and what your favorite thing to blow up are. Girl just walks away, like you are no longer there for her.

Girl sits on her roof, sulking like there is no tomorrow. Happy that there may not be, but still sad.

Your mom comes to get you.

Mother says bye, sweetly and charmingly like you are in fact her child.

Father looks up thanking some God he doesn’t believe in that you are leaving.

Sister brings you some present she has made, expecting you to say something in return.

Girl looks up quietly, wishing she was back home.

As the

Dogs come

Marching

In

Clitter clatter the nails sound across the tiled floor, like rain pouring down on an all tin roof. Huffing and puffing they sound, they are about to blow three houses of pigs down. Growling and clawing at the buffet almost asking in English for a treat. Spoiled dogs get them for everything. Hop up on the chair staring at you to come pet them, they act like they are geese that lay golden eggs, and expect special treatment. They run around the house, going where they please, under beds, on top of dressers (lord knows how they get up there), and even inside the tree of lights in the room everyone is always in. Finally they get to sleep, but they even mix that up and sleep in each others beds. No one knows why they need beds anyways. The lady calls them over to cut their hair.

We can’t see your face now can we?

No we can’t, oh no we can’t!

She does not understand they don’t understand what she is saying. So everyday we must be careful as the dogs decide to come marching in.

Popular

When I walk into the room people stop and stare
It's like nobody else is there
You know it's me not you
Who said anything about you

Boys and girls pretend to know me, they try so hard
And I get what I want, my name is my credit card
Don't try to hate me because I am so popular..

Pop, pop, popular! Pop, pop, popular!

Boys and girls pretend to know me, they try so hard
And I get what I want, my name is my credit card
Don't try to hate me because I am so popular..

Pop, pop, popular!

You always wanna be around me
So you know what it's like
When the world is at your feet
And you're VIP tonight
You've either you got it or you don't
And I'm sorry you won't
Get there by using me
Just go & do your own thing

Boys and girls pretend to know me, they try so hard
And I get what I want, my name is my credit card
Don't try to hate me because I am so popular

Pop, pop, popular!

running off with death

they say to break up
we aren't right for each other
they tell us we dont like each other
cant you see her cry inside when you say those things

they tell us to break up
apparently im cuter with the blonde
and you are keeping me away from a perfect relationship with the blonde
o well

im happy were we are
so we havent kissed
so what
piss off

Dear Friends Continued

Erica-You are an awsome person. I don't know you, but I know you are an awesome person. Yeah that's about all I can say about you, since I don't really know you.

Dear Friends

I am in a super happy mood and I don"t know why. I am going to write a note to all my friends. Sorry if I leave you out, I will most likely forget a few people.

Cayla-You are a very fun person to be with. I love planning things out with you, although my life will be very hard if I don't meet a very specific person to marry. We agree on everything but taste in music and Heroes, which I think is very good. We (I) often fight, but get over it quickly, plus we (I) haven't been doing that lately, which is another good thing. We hang out a lot, although we can't do that this weekend, so I will spend it with Hannah instead. I look forward to the next few years of seeing the Twilight movies together, and seeing you again in ten years at that dumb old gas station. With lvoe(lol), gunner.

Hannah-First things first. You moved here from Vermont and won't shutup about it. Between you, me, and everyone else reading this, it is a pathetic excuse for attention. Haha no I'm joking. You are a great friend, mainly because of your lunches, but still, you are a great friend. I love running away from little kids with you, while throwing cheetos to them to get them away. We like alot of the same things, while we hate alot of the same things also. I love the way you can decode any line in a song, although I'm jsut not good at it. Oh and let's do our christmas shopping either saturday after 12:30 or on Sunday.

Grace-I LOVE YOU TO DEATH! Case closed. No questions asked. You are the funnest person in the whole wide world, and I love being with you, excpessially in Outdoor Living Skills, we will triumph over everyone else and win the gold. Again case closed, no questions asked.

Allison-I hated you last year. But on the bright side, not as much as I hated Aubree. But I am glad after all that bullcrap we finally ended up as friends. At times it might seem like I don't like you, but obviously you are good enough so that I don't forget you here.

Trey-You're so much fun to make fun of. You are really nice and take alot of the things me and Hannah tease you about, which I think is cool of you to do. I'm sorry I stole your dead uncle's pen, but that is a little wierd don't you think?

Mike-You are a creep. That is all I have to say to you.

Maital-We were tighter friends last year, but I guess people just figured out how amazing I am, so I barely have time for you. No I'm jokeing. We seriously need to hang out more.

Trent-STOP F*CKING STALKING MY GIRLFRIEND!!! You are such a cool guy, but seriosuly, lay off her. It is kind of annoying me now. by the way, your new haircut looks awful. Just so you are aware of that.

The Whole State of Vermont (minus Ian)-You guys are great. I love almost all of you, minus Ian of course, but who loves Ian? Nicole you are great. I had the best time meeting you. And the rest of you are cool to, except for the ones who don't adore and love me, which brings us back to Ian...

CAYLA"S AMAZING BLOG!

cayla has a new blog in case you didn't know
it's super amazing
read it
add it
you know you want to
http://thelastthelosttheleast.blogspot.com/

I'm Still Breathing

I leave the gas on
Walk the allies in the dark
Sleep with candles burning
I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and
Running all the red lights
Did I get your attention
Cause I'm sending
All the signs and
The clock is ticking
And I'll be giving
My 2 weeks

Pick your favorite
Shade of black
You'd best
Prepare a speech
Say something funny
Say something sweet
But don't say
That you loved me

Cause I'm still breathing
Though we've been
Dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Already lost a grip
Best abandon ship

Maybe I was too pale
Maybe I was too fat
Maybe you wanted better
Better luck off in the sack
No formal education
And I swore way too much
But I swear
You didn't fucking care
Cause we were in love

So as I write this letter
And shed my last tear
No, it's all for the better
That we end this this year
Let's close this chapter
Say one last prayer
But don't say
That you loved me

Cause I'm still breathing
Though we've been
Dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Already lost a grip
Best abandon ship


I'm still breathing
I'm still breathing

W/E

Whatever
I dont need you
I dont need anyone
Excpessially you
I didn't wanna see a movie
I wanted to see you
But now I don't
and jsut so everyone knows
I'm talking bout cayla
LOVE YA HUN!
*rolls eyes*

my life

ok so cayla and i are gunna get married, adn she is gunna have to look good in red cuz thats wat u r wearing. we are gunna have three childrean name LaFOnda, Muhamud, and Opra.

Heroes

Hey Cayla, where is Sylar? Can you point him out? Oh wait, no you can't, because SYLAR ISN"T IN THERE! HE ISN"T IMPORTANT AND NO ONE LIKES HIM! Even Nikki's kid is in there, and he is barely important. And look who is up fornt, Claire Bennett, because people acually like her!

Yes I Am Aware

Yes i am aware Hayden is in that funny cheer leading movie Bring It On. I know everything she is in. I kind of have to know since she is my obsession and all. And I have a new job i want. I want to be a screenwriter,a dn write movies. They make a lot of money and i think it would be fun.

My New Obsession

My new obsession, Hayden Panettiere. She is a great actress, great singer, and she is hot. I mean who doesn't think this is hot???? Call me a pig but this makes me want to go buy some milk.

wake up call

You don't buy me drinks. You don't drive me anywhere but totally insane. We used to talk for hours until the night was through, but recently your ego is going through the roof. Maybe you need a wake up call because you're too comfortable. You think because you bag me you don't have to work at all. It seems like I gotta do wrong to get your attention I think I'm gonna have to cheat
to keep your eyes on me, but maybe if i make you jealous you'll finally start to wake up. WAKE UP!

The Oddysey!!!!

OMG! i found a comic that is about the odyssey! dont click the link if a mother or father is present...and soem of you may not get it..BUT CLICK ON IT! IT IS SO FUNNY!
(no sexual content shown, just implied)
http://www.explosm.net/comics/1471/

what is love?

I would like to see what you guys think about this. What is love? There is no wrong answer, I jsut want to know your guys opinions.

it's my birthday...

i woke up
watched my dad play spider solitaire until mom got home
then my mom got home
gave me a balloon
and then my parents left to go to my dad's office
and idk why
so at 1 o'clock hannah and alexis come over
so we can work on our game board
then tomm. i get to do service projects with the boyscouts
fun bday weekend right?
w/e
last night was so much fun
cayla and i went to see twilight
it sucked
but the screaming girls where hilarious
this horror movie preview came on
they were screaming the whole time
edward came on screen
everytime he said sumthing
they would scream
the sound stoped working
they started screaming
it was fun
dont see twilight
unless there are a lot of girls there
then its funny

no one posts

it's sad
i like reading about your problems
i guess it is good that no one has problems
but it's been three days
every since i deleted my blog
no one posts
o well
POST
i am...

Don't get me started

Don't get me started it's getting kinda crowded in here
I have started a new blog
If you don't want to read it
Don't
If you think it is going to cause problems
Leave
I don't need you